Finally arrived at a public library in Barcelona. :)
I`ve had astral travels in libraries like this! Double-floor, another country, alien shapes just sitting there, not talking. :)
I`m completely satisfied for the moment. I have long searched for a sense of completeness. Today I arrived at that moment. My problem haven`t been a lack of work or no revolution, no vision. My problem have rather been a lack of enjoyment: The sense of life walking in alien streets, watching the Spanish sunset and the lights coming on.
I read from a book large as a table. :) Geological wonders of the earth!
I ate food at a chinese restaurant. Spent money hard worked for. It was a sense of bliss. Aborgine with special rise and some peculiar beer, you get what you pay for. :)
Then I walked the streets again, on the surface very normal, but so normal they triggered my curiosity: Here we had high-rises just like in any european city! It didn`t feel like Barcelona at all.
Thought about life and art.
The two worlds are coming together... Art cannot replace real experience, but life without art is incomplete, not fully human. You need inspiration, you need experience, you need people at your side. But it`s also another side of life: The unselfish pursuit of excellence, something to live and die for.
Of course I`m talking about *my* path here, not others. :)
Perhaps all is love in the end. :)